Ramblin'

Maybe it’s now that I have realized I am content, with the bitterness of the future and the ever returning past. I think it is now we learn that dreams are thickly distributed and very seldom come true. And still we continue to dream, before I would only ask questions and over time I proved there isn't always an answer, nothing is ever just right or wrong, I've found that my dreams compared to reality is a brick wall compared to a pile of rocks, the rocks being my reality. Meaning my dreams are stronger and more put together, my reality has been shattered and is unstable, and this I believe is why we continue to return to our dreams, our fantasy. We all need something strong to lean on. In truth I am scared, for those who have lost their brick wall it remains and torn and tattered as their reality, and I’m scared because they mask it, because they know it was something they cannot rebuild, I pity those that have no brick wall, they say that love knows no boundaries and neither does hate, and it is a true gift to learn to shrug off anger, it is those I envy that can realize life is to short for hate. In saying that I believe the true meaning of life is open to those who really want to find it, there isn’t a doubt in my mind that we all know where to find love and happiness and joy, but there are options, and sanely I would never choose fear and hate, disloyalty and doubt, over love, happiness and joy, then I realize sanely the decision takes no thought, then I remember, through time and experiences this world can easily morph the mind and make one go insane.